hickey

dishonest - all for show, a kiss fueled but faded
no follow-up, no leads to any more fun with maryjane.
a discoloration, a high, a hiding of the marks.
for what?
am i yours 'cause of your act or am i dumb, reading too much into you saying what you did?
you saw how eager i was.  i didn't hide with you.
you weren't all there or were you?

so quick to take control of my body.
and i received it all so hopefully and well, only wishing it'll happen again, in your bed of different flowers and stillness.
i was caressing your chest and...

03-2015