I play around in circles
Jump one group to the next, to the last
I still always end up walking to my own shadow
Nobody next to me, nobody in front
Faded faces behind, sober faces up ahead
I trail off in the cold, in the distance...

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God is not with me
He's not down with my actions
For they're all ongoing infractions
Reminders that those gates will decline
Anybody of my kind

God is disappointed in me
Too far into the powder
Where everything amounts to something smaller

Can't seem to become bigger
Needing to get away from anything duller

10-2014