somebody was chasing me
i was busy chasing a high
i couldn't outrun him
it was life or death
i knew i was dreaming and all that was happening
somebody had an agenda against me
somebody wanted to hurt me
i couldn't get myself to wake up
it's almost as if i knew what would happen if i let go and admit defeat
struggling and struggling to escape
but i had no power
i was pumped up in fear
i was on the brink of complete surrender
i woke up startled and disturbed
at that moment i debated my evil decisions
and analyzed whether darkness was about to take complete hold of me
i wanted to be healed
healed from horrible things
inevitable, disgusting, and deviant
02-2014
#5
Sometimes I get scared of sleeping because of the possibility in serious nightmares that seem all too real. That lingering discomfort and how it ruins your whole day has to be one of the unsettling things about falling asleep. Too many times I've had dreams where someone is out to get me and I can't handle it.
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